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MEDITATION | October 13, 2015

A Spiritual Journey

Tuesday 8:20 PM

  • immediately the song lyric ♪all I’ve got is a photograph and I realize you’re not coming back, anymore♪ enters
  • E-name (like Ernie)
  • believe this is the Uncle
  • something about ‘coffee and cigarettes’
  • see a pretty purple color – would describe it as ‘grape’
  • a word > ‘stumbler’
  • Attention to lower back teeth



1. a walker or runner who trips and almost falls; 2. someone who makes mistakes because of incompetence.

Source: http://www.thefreedictionary.com/stumbler

ROOTS| October 6, 2015

A Spiritual Journey

October 6, 2015 | Tuesday

Focusing my attention on things that must be done…  Getting ready for a (long overdue) garage sale (releasing stuff) then preparing to host a big family party to celebrate the upcoming birth of my grandson – with a Baby Shower and Diaper party.  Social obligations, my birthday, and preparing for Halloween has already filled my calendar for the month ahead.

I’m working hard to stay balanced. Life is good. ♥

  • S-name
  • See a red letter (?) or part of the italicized capital letter H… but missing the first line
  • Left arm aches
  • ♫stuck in the middle again♪
  • Five (5) senses
  • Vision: very big, tall, old (gray) tree roots
  • ‘network control’
  • ’frequency’
  • Left ear – felt like it popped
  • Vision: Blue round spiral object…reminds me of a lollipop
  • ♫x’s and o’s♪ [hugs and kisses?]
  • ♫the news it out the gig is up they finally found me….the renegade♪

stockvault-tree-roots113588SYMBOLISM OF TREE ROOTS

… tree roots symbolize the depths and core of your subconscious mind and soul. It represents your values and belief system. Alternatively, roots denote your family ties and bonds. You may be searching into your past. Or perhaps you need to get to the root of some problem in your waking life…

Source: dreammoods.com


A Spiritual Journey

Thursday | 11:55 AM – 12:54 PM


‘she knew’
• Feeling in/through the chest…like despair
• S-name (female)
Healing energy (I stopped and prayed again – for S-name)
 R-name (male)
“In need the most” (…she’s the one)
• See lots of energy in the air
• Brief smell – almost like the smell of an outdoor garbage can
• ‘throwing things out
• Left hand/arm
• see the color red – then a dark door against a red background
• ♫red skies at night♪ [something coming to an end]
• ‘meditation
• See the color pink

SYMBOLISM OF THE DOOR missed, denied or unavailable opportunities or blocked progress; the ending of a phase or project

SYMBOLISM OF PINK :  healing through love 


JUST THE NOTES| September 28, 2015

A Spiritual Journey

Monday | 10:45 AM

cropped-cropped-stockvault-mannequin-close-up1139362-e1427762560356.jpgMEDITATION NOTES:
  • TS-name
  • See three (3) faces in aura
  • BIG inhale
  • Lower throat/right side/scratchy
  • LOVE
  • Feels like ‘it’s been awhile’
  • N-name (like Nikki)
  • There are three (3)
  • ‘don’t try to figure it out’
  • ‘officer’…then feels like ‘sorry, officer’
  • Long pause
  • something about ‘charm’ – being charming


FEELINGS | September 25, 2015

A Spiritual Journey

Friday | 5:21 PM

I feel like I am learning many lessons right now – at an almost overwhelming rate. Lessons about myself, how I relate to others, the truth behind what makes me sad… or angry.  And why. More lessons about trust. And releasing fears. My family is helping me – both with and through this process. And it is painful for me at times, but I know it is time to release what is holding me down.

I feel (and know) I still have a lot of work to do on ME. But I will do this with the love and respect. For myself.

  • Right ankle – almost like a sting
  • ♫right in to the danger zone♪
  • Feel coolness across feet and up legs
  • Vision and feeling – like something from the ground exploding up and into the air
  • Smell of gardenia
  • H-name… like something very ‘general
  • grandma
  • feels like  ‘sorry
  • the word ‘yoga
  • Vision/scenario – sitting at a table, talking and writing something down

EXPLOSION:  may represent repressed anger; rage or anger being held in has come to the surface; subconscious is trying to get your attention.

A Spiritual Journey | September 19, 2015



I woke several times throughout the night again… one occurrence was at 3:21 AM.  I have been noticing the sequential numbers appearing frequently, either waking at this time or noticing them  throughout the day … 2:34, 5:43, 4:56, etc. And 11:11 is repeating – appearing daily. Angel Numbers. Thank You.

“When Angel Number 1111 appears repeatedly it signifies that an energetic gateway has opened up for you, and this will rapidly manifest your thoughts into reality.”

Source: ANGEL NUMBERS – Joanne Sacred Scribes: ANGEL NUMBER 1111

Today’s Meditation Notes:

12:38-1:29 PM

My niece’s friend K. is coming here tonight for another Tarot reading  – so today I will focus my meditation on any connection(s) for her – for her highest and most divine purpose.

• Almost immediately I get a vision –of two holding hands (feels like 2 females)
• Then the song lyric ♫and tidings of comfort and joy♫  
• Attention to the right side of the mouth…to the cheek (like mild pressure)
• Feels like there is a ‘sense of urgency’ about something
• Feeling as if ‘never done anything like this before…it just happened’
• Feeling of ‘wanting something very badly’
• Something about ‘a state of mental illness [perhaps as if ‘not thinking clearly’]
• Pain/attention to left side of nose and then left temple
• Pressure through bridge of nose
• A ‘barn 
Weight – restricting ability to do something – like ‘hard to get around’
• then immediately ‘bite your tongue’
• attention to upper right leg – outer thigh
• tingle up through the left leg
• K-name
• a ‘busy life’
• something about ‘cleaning up crap …or old sh!t’ [sorry, this is how it came in – as a vision of someone doing this☺]
• Vision of hand slapping on a table – feels like  ‘that’s it!’
• Pain left nostril
J-name (like Jim)
• (asked Jim who?) then E-name (like Elliott)

END….unfortunately I had to end today’s session because the cats are behaving badly outside my bedroom door. I guess I need to start locking them out on the sun porch again.


My niece and K. came over this evening. I did a 3 card Tarot reading for K. based on a situation she is dealing with. She did not tell me what the situation was – and she pulled her own cards. As I looked at the meaning of each of the cards I interpreted them  based on how each made me feel.  I understood, at a high-level, her situation based on the 3 cards she pulled. And, within the cards, was the guidance she was seeking.

After we talked about the Tarot cards, I got brave and shared today’s meditation notes with her (well, I almost could not wait to share them with her!)

Am I surprised she connected with what was written? And that the connection was with the one person she wanted most? Well, no… and yes!  And I feel truly blessed, yet again.

Thank You, K.! Grandma is watching over you.♥

A Spiritual Journey | September 17, 2015


stockvault-house-at-night101808Last night, as I closed my eyes to sleep, I had a vision…. A vision of 3 purple triangles ▲▲▲. This morning, I almost couldn’t wait to check into what this vision might symbolize for me.

So here it is…. 

“To see a triangle …symbolizes your aspirations, potential and truth. It represents your spirituality: the body, mind, and spirit. If the triangle is pointing upward, then it signifies the masculine while a downward pointing triangle signifies the feminine. “

“Three signifies life, vitality, inner strength, completion, imagination, creativity, energy, self-exploration and experience. Three stands for a trilogy, as in the past, present, and future or father, mother, and child or body, mind, and soul, etc. “

Purple is indicative of devotion, healing abilities, loving, kindness, and compassion. It is also the color of royalty, high rank, justice, wealth and dignity.”

Source: dreammoods.com

Was there a message there for me? Yes.


Okay, but what does THAT mean…really?  There’s a great read on Ask-Angels.com about Mercury Retrograde. Here’s a snippet…

Mercury Retrograde Meaning

Mercury Retrograde has a way of opening our eyes up to what we were unable, unwilling, or just too busy before to actually see.This makes Mercury retrograde a wonderful time to review what you are doing. Rather than jumping into something new, it’s a great time to finish up existing projects, refine and make your existing work better, and reveal solutions and innovations where you may have felt blocked or stagnated before.

Source: Mercury Retrograde Meaning  < read more!



Meditated today outside ☼ …on a lounge chair by the pool.

• Feels like lots of people around…excited & happy…but waiting
• Left side of nose…nostril…weird pain
• Feels like numbness to the front of the face
• Mom & Dad [parent-figures]
• Pain shoots up front of lower right leg
• Breathing feels labored
• T-name (like Theresa)
• See white light [light is being shed on something]
• “Book of Lessons” [learning lessons]
• Pain shoots across brow line
• D-name (like Dave)
• Uncle
• J-name (like Julie)
• TW-name (like Terry / like Williams)
• Pain – Left side of throat/neck
• Feels like shielding sun from eyes…more like a ‘salute’
• Quick sudden vision…looks like TV static  – zig zag
• UPLIFTING feeling
• Heard “you need to go through this again”
• Attention to the throat

Thank ♥ You

TODAY’S NOTES may be connected to May 20, 2015 meditation notes (Theresa) and September 11, 2015 (9-11) meditation notes (Terry/Williams).

A Spiritual Journey | September 14, 2015



Over the weekend I felt this need to ‘prepare’ for the New Moon and the energy to follow. Remember, New Moons are the time of new beginnings. So I am clearing my space, dealing with some unfinished business, and focusing my intention on love, health, and balance.

This New Moon is especially significant because it corresponds with one of TWO eclipses this month!

Learn more about September’s TWO powerful eclipses at numerologist.com.

Saturday I smudged the house. This ritual was overdue and I knew it.  I can typically rely on my three cats to let me know when there is ‘bothersome’ energy around – and they have been letting me know for the last three weeks. In retrospect, it may have been a good idea to smudge myself as well. ☯

Read about How to Smudge here.

Today’s Meditation Notes:

  • Shooting pain  upper back of left leg
  • B-name (like Bridgette)
  • ‘neighbor’ then ‘wouldn’t use real name’
  • Hungry feeling
  • something about a ‘memory’
  • Attention to left arm
  • chills up legs
  • ‘nail biting’ (feels like someone does or did this)
  • D-name
  • sudden feeling of doubt
  • Pain across bridge of nose
  • ‘today is the 14th’
  • Mild headache
  • something about ‘auras’
  • Feels like I can’t focus
  • ‘water’ then ‘sign’
  • Top of left hand aches…and now brrrrr…I’m feeling very chilly.

Time to stop… and put some warmer clothes on. And probably should drink some water. 

Water Symbolism ⚓

“The symbolism of water has a universal undertone of purity and fertility. Symbolically, it is often viewed as the source of life itself as we see evidence in countless creation myths in which life emerges from primordial waters.” Source: Symbolism of Water

“In Tarot, the traditional Suit of Cups is the suit of water. It is receptive, a vessel, and a symbol of the deep, primordial unconscious mind and womb. Water shows us the images, or imprint, of things. Emotions, feelings, and psychic knowledge are all represented by water in the Tarot tradition. Water flows and changes, and it carries away what it cleanses.” Source: Water as a Spiritual Element

A Spiritual Journey | September 11, 2015



4:04 PM…late day meditation for me.  Balancing chakras first.  NEW MOON approaching…. Getting ready!

Meditation Notes:

• something about ‘judge’ – or being ‘judged’
• see the profile of a male… first with sunglasses on, then without
• getting name William.. or maybe Williams
• ‘Aunt’ … angel
• feels like someone (male) standing above a crowd and yelling out…”is there anyone….who has a message….for another!?…”
• getting ‘The One’ then pain on the left side of head
• hearing the song lyric ♫dude look like a lady♪
• Pain under the left arm – armpit
• Pressure across bridge of nose
• Something about “my bridge story”
• Mary (for?)…then ‘names like Terry’
• ‘Normal’
• Heard “K(name), that’s not right”…then something about “stuff on her GxxDxxx mind”
• “K(name) thinks everything’s gonna be alright”
• Vision – a sidewalk with diamond shaped pattern


A judge denotes feelings of guilt and fear of getting caught.

A sidewalk represents steady progress and direction in life…. or may be experiencing new walks of life.

A diamond shape  symbolizes the many directions that you can take in life and the need to evaluate how to achieve goals.

A pattern may be a metaphor that you are trying to “pattern” yourself after someone you look up to. Or perhaps you are lacking your own identity.

Source: dreammoods.com

A Spiritual Journey | September 10, 2015


Went to bed early last night…my energy was drained. As soon as I closed my eyes I had a vision…another STAR symbolblack and white – outlined with a solid line and then a dashed line.

So what does this mean? ✮

Stars symbolize excellence, success, aspirations or high ideals. You are putting some decision in the hands of fate and luck.”  Source: dreammoods.com

Well yes, I absolutely am.

 Today’s Meditation Notes


• Attention to left eye
• Sounds like on the beach…waves, seagulls
Lower back pain 
S-name (like Sherry)
• Vision…red clouds against a dark sky [perhaps something coming to an end]
• Hands feel achy
• Something about the necklace…a ‘choker‘? [perhaps difficulty expressing self]
‘formalities’ …something about them
• attention to right cheek (pressure)
• Pain – back of right leg – behind the knee
• Feel like head shaking ‘no’
R-name (like Ray)…but  feels like ‘don’t want to’ (talk?)
Panic feeling – sternum
• ‘control’…head hurts/aches
• song lyric keeps coming in ♫red skies at night♪ [coming to an end]
• something about the ‘hands
• ‘Can’t NOT think
• ‘only good will come’ (thank you)
• feeling of explaining something…about faith, trust, perseverance
• Vision: a symbol…in black and white (looked like an X with a solid line across the top and bottom points…and a face toward the middle)
• ‘Black and white. No gray. Trust..
• number 14 

stockvault-sepia-grunge-sign---lighthouse143889MORE  VISIONS & SYMBOLISM

Know I also had other visions throughout the night. I remember seeing the  bare breasts…maybe mine? I already know what this symbolizes – I’ve even had a similar vision before. I’m feeling  a little exposed, perhaps?

And I woke to a vision…as if I was looking out of my bedroom window down onto my driveway…and a police car had just pulled into the drive. Not a township police car, but a black and white – like a sheriff’s car.

According to the Web site dreammoods.com, “looking out the window signifies your outlook on life, your consciousness and your point of view. It also refers to your intuition and awareness. You may be reflecting on a decision.”

The driveway symbolizes  “an end to your journey, or perhaps security and rest. Alternatively, it denotes your path toward achieving inner peace and finding your spirituality.”

And finally, the police car “indicates that help is on the way for you.”

I love this. I understand the visions… and why I am having them.