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THE ROSE| October 16, 2015

A Spiritual Journey

11:45 – 12:30  AM

  • ♪I’m back in the saddle again♪
  • Remembering the visions from Wednesday – when I sat on the sun porch after work (I didn’t do any writing, though):
  1. VERY pink flower…a rose on a long thick green stem….
  2. A white house
  3.  A pattern – of flower symbols ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿

The visions may symbolize  fresh love and new romance [pink rose], the soul and self  [house],  and suggests that life has become monotonous and repetitious [pattern].

  • left arm – feels like a muscle pinch
  • chills through legs
  • ‘you’re not really looking at anything’….GUIDANCE….{TY}
  • Attention to left side of neck
  • Vision: a (right) hand…the knuckles  [hard work and diligence]
  • Vision: of a black girl ‘gathering groceries’ (pushing a shopping cart)…wearing workout style clothes
  • Heard “everyone just asked for her to do ‘dat [sic]”
  • Then “sometimes I just feel like I could do this all day”
  • ‘wooden spoons’
  • ‘balance’
  • Vision – boxes…like cardboard boxes
  • Something about ‘graffiti drunk’
  • Attention to the throat
  • song lyric ♪all you need is someone to lean on♪
  • Heard “The Buckeyes win”
  • Sudden feeling of doubt about a decision made
  • The past – can’t change it
  • Heel of right foot – feels like its digging down into the ground
  • feels like ‘they’re telling me (something)’
  • S-name….B-name….Christmas tree…
  • ’disposable


IMG_3850Okay, so I think the ‘wooden spoons’ and ‘The Buckeyes win’ came to me  because we are going to M&A’s tomorrow for the Chili Cook-off – and to watch the Buckeyes play football.

And I just finished a set of wooden spoons to give to A.

But will  the Buckeyes win? We’ll see. ☺

MEDITATION | October 13, 2015

A Spiritual Journey

Tuesday 8:20 PM

  • immediately the song lyric ♪all I’ve got is a photograph and I realize you’re not coming back, anymore♪ enters
  • E-name (like Ernie)
  • believe this is the Uncle
  • something about ‘coffee and cigarettes’
  • see a pretty purple color – would describe it as ‘grape’
  • a word > ‘stumbler’
  • Attention to lower back teeth



1. a walker or runner who trips and almost falls; 2. someone who makes mistakes because of incompetence.

Source: http://www.thefreedictionary.com/stumbler

ROOTS| October 6, 2015

A Spiritual Journey

October 6, 2015 | Tuesday

Focusing my attention on things that must be done…  Getting ready for a (long overdue) garage sale (releasing stuff) then preparing to host a big family party to celebrate the upcoming birth of my grandson – with a Baby Shower and Diaper party.  Social obligations, my birthday, and preparing for Halloween has already filled my calendar for the month ahead.

I’m working hard to stay balanced. Life is good. ♥

  • S-name
  • See a red letter (?) or part of the italicized capital letter H… but missing the first line
  • Left arm aches
  • ♫stuck in the middle again♪
  • Five (5) senses
  • Vision: very big, tall, old (gray) tree roots
  • ‘network control’
  • ’frequency’
  • Left ear – felt like it popped
  • Vision: Blue round spiral object…reminds me of a lollipop
  • ♫x’s and o’s♪ [hugs and kisses?]
  • ♫the news it out the gig is up they finally found me….the renegade♪

stockvault-tree-roots113588SYMBOLISM OF TREE ROOTS

… tree roots symbolize the depths and core of your subconscious mind and soul. It represents your values and belief system. Alternatively, roots denote your family ties and bonds. You may be searching into your past. Or perhaps you need to get to the root of some problem in your waking life…

Source: dreammoods.com

GUIDANCE | October 2, 2015

A Spiritual Journey

Friday | 11:42 AM – 12:09 PM

  • ♫I saw the sign and it opened up my eyes♪
  • Open eyes  [Yay…I get it!]
  • BIG inhale
  • Left hand aches [receiving energy]
  • Back of right leg (upper)
  • ‘winning’ (something)
  • ♫turn it on again♪
  • ‘disparate’ (information) [different in kind; not allowing comparison; things so unlike that there is no basis for comparison]
  • ‘levitating’ then ‘ body lifting up’
  • ‘using energy – makes you tired’ [Yep ☺]

END: Feels like stuff (messages) are ‘on hold’ – but that’s okay. I TRUST. I really want to continue to absorb it all – and focus on NOW.

As I review these notes, I am beginning to gain a greater understanding of what is coming through. Today’s messages are for me. More lessons…guidance is a better word. Guidance about my process…and what is next. And I’m looking forward to it, too!



A Spiritual Journey

Thursday | 11:55 AM – 12:54 PM


‘she knew’
• Feeling in/through the chest…like despair
• S-name (female)
Healing energy (I stopped and prayed again – for S-name)
 R-name (male)
“In need the most” (…she’s the one)
• See lots of energy in the air
• Brief smell – almost like the smell of an outdoor garbage can
• ‘throwing things out
• Left hand/arm
• see the color red – then a dark door against a red background
• ♫red skies at night♪ [something coming to an end]
• ‘meditation
• See the color pink

SYMBOLISM OF THE DOOR missed, denied or unavailable opportunities or blocked progress; the ending of a phase or project

SYMBOLISM OF PINK :  healing through love 


MORE MEDITATION| September 29, 2015

A Spiritual Journey

Tuesday | 11:11 AM


• ♫LOVE is in the water, LOVE is in the air♪
• See a female with dark shorter hair and eyes – high cheekbones
• Love, healing
• Attention to the left ear
• heard “wont ever forget” (something) …(like God?)
• Attention to the throat
• ‘just closed my eyes and went to sleep’
• feels like ‘knew what I was doing’
• Feels like ‘can’t look at it (something)’
• Feels intentional
• ‘Five (5) things’
• Hear voices – 2 females talking
• “that’s not what it’s about” then “it’s what you’re thinking about” and then “that makes no sense”
• ‘interjecting’
• Attention to right side of neck –under ear and down
• D-name (like Dave)
• (asked who is D-name?)
• ‘the redneck romeo’
• Vision: a male –  looked like Gabe Kaplan (from the old TV show Welcome Back Kotter ☺)
• See the color green [represents the heart chakra]
• ♫what will I find?♪will you be there?♪Love♫
• ♫I saw the sign, and it opened up my eyes♪
• Hands/fingers ache
• heard “I’m sorry its taking so long”
• See LOTS of energy movement in the air
• Mild headache – across brow and temples
• ‘Greek’ / ‘Italian’
• Right arm aches
• Feels like people in the background, encouraging something on
• Vision: a big, thick tree trunk [see SYMBOLISM below]
• ‘all of them’
• ‘love’


…represents an inner sense of well being and personality. If the trunk is thick and large, then it denotes a strong, rugged and durable person.


JUST THE NOTES| September 28, 2015

A Spiritual Journey

Monday | 10:45 AM

cropped-cropped-stockvault-mannequin-close-up1139362-e1427762560356.jpgMEDITATION NOTES:
  • TS-name
  • See three (3) faces in aura
  • BIG inhale
  • Lower throat/right side/scratchy
  • LOVE
  • Feels like ‘it’s been awhile’
  • N-name (like Nikki)
  • There are three (3)
  • ‘don’t try to figure it out’
  • ‘officer’…then feels like ‘sorry, officer’
  • Long pause
  • something about ‘charm’ – being charming


FEELINGS | September 25, 2015

A Spiritual Journey

Friday | 5:21 PM

I feel like I am learning many lessons right now – at an almost overwhelming rate. Lessons about myself, how I relate to others, the truth behind what makes me sad… or angry.  And why. More lessons about trust. And releasing fears. My family is helping me – both with and through this process. And it is painful for me at times, but I know it is time to release what is holding me down.

I feel (and know) I still have a lot of work to do on ME. But I will do this with the love and respect. For myself.

  • Right ankle – almost like a sting
  • ♫right in to the danger zone♪
  • Feel coolness across feet and up legs
  • Vision and feeling – like something from the ground exploding up and into the air
  • Smell of gardenia
  • H-name… like something very ‘general
  • grandma
  • feels like  ‘sorry
  • the word ‘yoga
  • Vision/scenario – sitting at a table, talking and writing something down

EXPLOSION:  may represent repressed anger; rage or anger being held in has come to the surface; subconscious is trying to get your attention.

A Spiritual Journey | September 19, 2015



I woke several times throughout the night again… one occurrence was at 3:21 AM.  I have been noticing the sequential numbers appearing frequently, either waking at this time or noticing them  throughout the day … 2:34, 5:43, 4:56, etc. And 11:11 is repeating – appearing daily. Angel Numbers. Thank You.

“When Angel Number 1111 appears repeatedly it signifies that an energetic gateway has opened up for you, and this will rapidly manifest your thoughts into reality.”

Source: ANGEL NUMBERS – Joanne Sacred Scribes: ANGEL NUMBER 1111

Today’s Meditation Notes:

12:38-1:29 PM

My niece’s friend K. is coming here tonight for another Tarot reading  – so today I will focus my meditation on any connection(s) for her – for her highest and most divine purpose.

• Almost immediately I get a vision –of two holding hands (feels like 2 females)
• Then the song lyric ♫and tidings of comfort and joy♫  
• Attention to the right side of the mouth…to the cheek (like mild pressure)
• Feels like there is a ‘sense of urgency’ about something
• Feeling as if ‘never done anything like this before…it just happened’
• Feeling of ‘wanting something very badly’
• Something about ‘a state of mental illness [perhaps as if ‘not thinking clearly’]
• Pain/attention to left side of nose and then left temple
• Pressure through bridge of nose
• A ‘barn 
Weight – restricting ability to do something – like ‘hard to get around’
• then immediately ‘bite your tongue’
• attention to upper right leg – outer thigh
• tingle up through the left leg
• K-name
• a ‘busy life’
• something about ‘cleaning up crap …or old sh!t’ [sorry, this is how it came in – as a vision of someone doing this☺]
• Vision of hand slapping on a table – feels like  ‘that’s it!’
• Pain left nostril
J-name (like Jim)
• (asked Jim who?) then E-name (like Elliott)

END….unfortunately I had to end today’s session because the cats are behaving badly outside my bedroom door. I guess I need to start locking them out on the sun porch again.


My niece and K. came over this evening. I did a 3 card Tarot reading for K. based on a situation she is dealing with. She did not tell me what the situation was – and she pulled her own cards. As I looked at the meaning of each of the cards I interpreted them  based on how each made me feel.  I understood, at a high-level, her situation based on the 3 cards she pulled. And, within the cards, was the guidance she was seeking.

After we talked about the Tarot cards, I got brave and shared today’s meditation notes with her (well, I almost could not wait to share them with her!)

Am I surprised she connected with what was written? And that the connection was with the one person she wanted most? Well, no… and yes!  And I feel truly blessed, yet again.

Thank You, K.! Grandma is watching over you.♥

A Spiritual Journey | September 17, 2015


stockvault-house-at-night101808Last night, as I closed my eyes to sleep, I had a vision…. A vision of 3 purple triangles ▲▲▲. This morning, I almost couldn’t wait to check into what this vision might symbolize for me.

So here it is…. 

“To see a triangle …symbolizes your aspirations, potential and truth. It represents your spirituality: the body, mind, and spirit. If the triangle is pointing upward, then it signifies the masculine while a downward pointing triangle signifies the feminine. “

“Three signifies life, vitality, inner strength, completion, imagination, creativity, energy, self-exploration and experience. Three stands for a trilogy, as in the past, present, and future or father, mother, and child or body, mind, and soul, etc. “

Purple is indicative of devotion, healing abilities, loving, kindness, and compassion. It is also the color of royalty, high rank, justice, wealth and dignity.”

Source: dreammoods.com

Was there a message there for me? Yes.


Okay, but what does THAT mean…really?  There’s a great read on Ask-Angels.com about Mercury Retrograde. Here’s a snippet…

Mercury Retrograde Meaning

Mercury Retrograde has a way of opening our eyes up to what we were unable, unwilling, or just too busy before to actually see.This makes Mercury retrograde a wonderful time to review what you are doing. Rather than jumping into something new, it’s a great time to finish up existing projects, refine and make your existing work better, and reveal solutions and innovations where you may have felt blocked or stagnated before.

Source: Mercury Retrograde Meaning  < read more!



Meditated today outside ☼ …on a lounge chair by the pool.

• Feels like lots of people around…excited & happy…but waiting
• Left side of nose…nostril…weird pain
• Feels like numbness to the front of the face
• Mom & Dad [parent-figures]
• Pain shoots up front of lower right leg
• Breathing feels labored
• T-name (like Theresa)
• See white light [light is being shed on something]
• “Book of Lessons” [learning lessons]
• Pain shoots across brow line
• D-name (like Dave)
• Uncle
• J-name (like Julie)
• TW-name (like Terry / like Williams)
• Pain – Left side of throat/neck
• Feels like shielding sun from eyes…more like a ‘salute’
• Quick sudden vision…looks like TV static  – zig zag
• UPLIFTING feeling
• Heard “you need to go through this again”
• Attention to the throat

Thank ♥ You

TODAY’S NOTES may be connected to May 20, 2015 meditation notes (Theresa) and September 11, 2015 (9-11) meditation notes (Terry/Williams).