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ROOTS| October 6, 2015


A Spiritual Journey

October 6, 2015 | Tuesday

Focusing my attention on things that must be done…  Getting ready for a (long overdue) garage sale (releasing stuff) then preparing to host a big family party to celebrate the upcoming birth of my grandson – with a Baby Shower and Diaper party.  Social obligations, my birthday, and preparing for Halloween has already filled my calendar for the month ahead.

I’m working hard to stay balanced. Life is good. ♥

MEDITATION NOTES:
  • S-name
  • See a red letter (?) or part of the italicized capital letter H… but missing the first line
  • Left arm aches
  • ♫stuck in the middle again♪
  • Five (5) senses
  • Vision: very big, tall, old (gray) tree roots
  • ‘network control’
  • ’frequency’
  • Left ear – felt like it popped
  • Vision: Blue round spiral object…reminds me of a lollipop
  • ♫x’s and o’s♪ [hugs and kisses?]
  • ♫the news it out the gig is up they finally found me….the renegade♪

stockvault-tree-roots113588SYMBOLISM OF TREE ROOTS

… tree roots symbolize the depths and core of your subconscious mind and soul. It represents your values and belief system. Alternatively, roots denote your family ties and bonds. You may be searching into your past. Or perhaps you need to get to the root of some problem in your waking life…

Source: dreammoods.com

MEDITATION CONTINUES | October 1, 2015


A Spiritual Journey

Thursday | 11:55 AM – 12:54 PM

MEDITATION NOTES:

‘she knew’
• Feeling in/through the chest…like despair
• S-name (female)
Healing energy (I stopped and prayed again – for S-name)
 R-name (male)
“In need the most” (…she’s the one)
• See lots of energy in the air
• Brief smell – almost like the smell of an outdoor garbage can
• ‘throwing things out
• Left hand/arm
• see the color red – then a dark door against a red background
• ♫red skies at night♪ [something coming to an end]
• ‘meditation
• See the color pink

SYMBOLISM OF THE DOOR missed, denied or unavailable opportunities or blocked progress; the ending of a phase or project

SYMBOLISM OF PINK :  healing through love 

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MORE MEDITATION| September 29, 2015


A Spiritual Journey

Tuesday | 11:11 AM

MEDITATION NOTES:

• ♫LOVE is in the water, LOVE is in the air♪
• See a female with dark shorter hair and eyes – high cheekbones
• Love, healing
• Attention to the left ear
• heard “wont ever forget” (something) …(like God?)
• Attention to the throat
• ‘just closed my eyes and went to sleep’
• feels like ‘knew what I was doing’
• Feels like ‘can’t look at it (something)’
• Feels intentional
• ‘Five (5) things’
• Hear voices – 2 females talking
• “that’s not what it’s about” then “it’s what you’re thinking about” and then “that makes no sense”
• ‘interjecting’
• Attention to right side of neck –under ear and down
• D-name (like Dave)
• (asked who is D-name?)
• ‘the redneck romeo’
• Vision: a male –  looked like Gabe Kaplan (from the old TV show Welcome Back Kotter ☺)
• See the color green [represents the heart chakra]
• ♫what will I find?♪will you be there?♪Love♫
• ♫I saw the sign, and it opened up my eyes♪
• Hands/fingers ache
• heard “I’m sorry its taking so long”
• See LOTS of energy movement in the air
• Mild headache – across brow and temples
• ‘Greek’ / ‘Italian’
• Right arm aches
• Feels like people in the background, encouraging something on
• Vision: a big, thick tree trunk [see SYMBOLISM below]
• ‘all of them’
• ‘love’

SYMBOLISM OF THE TREE TRUNK

…represents an inner sense of well being and personality. If the trunk is thick and large, then it denotes a strong, rugged and durable person.

 

Spiritual Journal August 17, 2015

 Monday: Back to School

The weather is very hot and humid again. We really need some ☂ rain. My autumn mums are already blooming, but they don’t ☹look happy . And it is back-to-school time for the kids… cannot believe it is that time again already. With all I have been learning lately – it almost feels like I am back in school as well!

Meditation Notes:

• ‘parallel
• Top of head – itchy!
Female
B-name (like Bonnie)
• ‘retirement
• song lyric ♫ living on the edge ♪  (Aerosmith)
• Left side of chest – across heart, like ‘a pledge
• ‘escalade
conversation with mom
• Way ‘out there
Mother-figure
• ‘Hannah’ or H-name
• left ear canal – tickles
• right hand aches – right shoulder aches
• ‘tried to tell you
Vision: people crossing a street (with hills)….red pickup truck with leaves/tree branches in the bed of the truck –truck speeds up as if trying to hit the people crossing the street
• Attention to left side of face
Top of right hand – achy …like from an IV
‘can’t pay for services rendered
• Feels like will or can do something
‘overtime’ [could be over time]
END

So – I assumed ‘escalade’ was just the automobile. Okay – stop laughing and read on…

Escalade | Define Escalade

noun 1. a scaling or mounting by means of ladders, especially in an assault upon a fortified place. verb (used with object), escaladed, escalading. 2. to mount, pass, or enter by means of ladders.

Hmmm – okay, as in escalator then?  ⏚

Word Origin and History for escalator n. 1900, American English, trade name of an Otis Elevator Co. moving staircase, coined from escalade + -ator in elevator. Figurative use is from 1927.

Source: Dictionary.com

More Pretty Words.

Spiritual Journal August 14, 2015

Friday New Moon ♎ ♏

Setting my intentions! ☯

Number 19

Yesterday, the number 19 kept popping into my head.  I’m not sure if this is an Angel Number for me, a date, or someone is trying to make a connection?

Just in case…and considering the dream I woke to this morning…

About Angel Number 19

“Angel Number 19 is a message from your angels that your goal has almost come to completion, or that a phase or situation in your life is coming to an end. The angels want you to know that one door is closing as another is opening. Your angels ask that you remain positive throughout these transitions and look forward to wonderful new beginnings and auspicious opportunities.”
Source: ANGEL NUMBERS – Joanne Sacred Scribes: ANGEL NUMBER 19

Visions 

I did not practice meditation today, but instead took a much-needed power nap around 5:00 PM. I didn’t actually sleep though – my head was filled with visions…one after another, after another…

I remember a few things I saw – like the diamond ♢ symbol with a circle in the middle of it, and a very bright orange object, then something textured – like snake-skin, and dark pink ✽ flower symbols  against a white background

Spiritual Journal August 12, 2015

stockvault-glass-of-water134666WEDNESDAY: WATER

Woke up this morning and stretched…and ended up with a Charlie-horse in my left calf. Oh, the pain! ∈ Immediately thought – I must need to drink more water.  AGUA.

“Go with the flow, and let the symbolism of water ride on your waves of contemplation.” Source: Symbolism of Water

Meditation Notes:
Kim [or K-name]
‘mom’
• Feels like can’t catch my breath
• Song lyric comes in …♫ comes from up above… are you ready for a thing called love?”♪ [B. Raitt] (Yes! I am)
• Smiling now – peaceful feeling
• Attention to tongue….‘use your voice
• ‘But listen!‘ (being repeated) GUIDANCE
• Feel sorrow now
• Feeling of slowly going backward
• Vision: Words – typed words in purple, a sentence…THIS IS AN INSTANTLY….(some word)…MESSAGE < I think [tried really hard to focus in and read it but couldn’t see the last two words clearly]
• Vision: elevator door….black (walls?) – white (frame) – blue (door)
END

ELEVATOR DOOR SYMBOLISM

I knew exactly what this vision of the elevator door symbolized as soon as I reviewed my notes. The elevator symbolizes the  transition between levels of awareness. Because the door was shut, I’m clearly not transitioning –  I’m waiting for the door to open.  And the color of the door – blue, represents the throat chakra.  I have to use my voice to open the door and get on the elevator. I guess my Guides want to make sure I get this message! ☺

Thank You.

Spiritual Journal August 11, 2015

TUESDAY PRAYERS

11:17 AM: This morning I went outside and grounded for about an hour…watered all of the potted plants and the flower beds. ☼ When I finished, I sat down and prayed for healing energy for those in need. There are a few people who especially need healing right now – and I know I was supposed to pray for them.

As I prepare now to meditate – taking a moment to think about my day, the word ‘agua‘ comes to me. Water. But in Spanish?

Breathe. Balance. Anchor. Protect. Pray. Love. Light. Ask.

Meditation Notes:

• song lyric ♫ your love keeps lifting me higher and higher ♪
‘mercy’
‘preconceived’….’notions’ [another pretty word]
• Something ‘didn’t come in that way’
• Vision: clover….a ’shamrock’
‘that was then, this is now’
• Vision: a closed eye with very long eyelashes
K-name…like Kaylee(?)
‘symbols’
‘practice’
• Vision: face of a female…(black and white – no color)
‘impressions’
• Vision: a fork (the eating utensil)….looked like it was stuck in a cloud
• Smiling – feel happy
• UPLIFTING – like an explosion from my shoulders through my head
• Vision: pretty lavender plant

END…

IMG_CATPAWS….Mittons (the cat) is meowing intently at me from outside my bedroom door. I swear – it sounds like he is saying “hel-loooo”…then either “Bob” or “mom” ☺. I really need to try to record him doing this! Did get a cute pic of his paws under my bedroom door. He really wanted to come in!

Spiritual Journal August 3, 2015

MONDAY: WHY DO I WAKE?

stockvault-retro-alarm-clock131462 I think I woke up every single hour throughout the night last night.  First I was too hot. Then I was hungry. Then I had a headache….Finally, at 5:11 AM, I decided to get up. I made a pot of coffee – then ended up falling asleep on the couch for a couple of hours. I slept on the same area  of the sectional where the back tapping occurred and the apparitions appeared.  I didn’t see  or feel anything, though – I just slept.

So, what’s with all of this waking during the night? It’s been going on for at least as long as I’ve been journaling…and probably started happening frequently and somewhat regularly just shortly before that.  I don’t have any concerns it’s related to any type of personal health issue. So I accept it for what it is….   According to the Website The Shift Has Hit The Fan (love the name ☺), it’s just one of many ascension symptoms

Changing sleep patterns: restlessness, hot feet, waking up two or three times a night. Feeling tired after you wake up and sleepy off and on during the day. There is something called the Triad Sleep Pattern that occurs for many: you sleep for about 2-3 hours, wake up, go back to sleep for another couple of hours, wake again, and go back to sleep again. For others, the sleep requirements have changed. You can get by on less sleep. Waking at night between 2 and 4 a.m. Much is going on in your dream state….” Read more here – Source: The most comprehensive list of Ascension Symptoms | The Shift Has Hit The Fan

I’ve learned to respect this pattern of waking through the night. It just is. I do try to remember to journal when it happens…because I have this strong feeling I will find a pattern –  one probably related to the moon.

I’m going to try to meditate now…even though I have a mild headache. Hoping I will meditate it away.

Meditation Notes:
Left upper arm aches…into shoulder
• Song ♫Toy Soldiers♪ (Eminem) pops into my head
• Vision: black and white circles
‘blue’
• something ‘getting better now’
Jim [or J-name]
• Heard “it’s going to rain”
• Song lyric ♫ when it’s time for leavin’, I hope you’ll understand, that I was born a ramblin’ man♪ [The Allman Brothers Band]

END…Thank You. My headache is gone. I hope it doesn’t rain, though. ☺

Spiritual Journal July 31, 2015

Friday  –  FULL BLUE MOON

Good reads about the Blue Moon….

stockvault-full-moon157085JULY 31 FULL MOON FORECAST – WHY THIS RARE BLUE MOON IN AQUARIUS IS GOING TO LET YOUR BLESSINGS FLOW
Source: Tania Gabrielle | Numerologist.com
HOW JULY’S BLUE MOON WILL AFFECT YOUR INTUITION, LOVE & EMOTIONS
Source: Kari Samuels | Numerologist.com

CHAKRA HEALING & BALANCING

During meditation yesterday I saw the colors red and orange. These colors are associated with the Root Chakra (red) and Sacral Chakra (orange). Shortly after these colors appeared, my attention was drawn to my throat [Throat Chakra (blue)], followed by the word ‘imbalance’.  So, as I begin meditation today, I will focus on healing and balancing these three chakras.

meditation notes: 2:00 PM   
Colorful sticks made from wood.
Colorful sticks made from wood.

• before I even begin my opening process – all kinds of physical sensations…     lower back tooth aches…
• burning sensation across chest
• mild pain – left shoulder into neck…left side of throat
• attention to left elbow
• feeling of ‘going up’
• ‘new moon magic
Mild headache
Vision:looked like Popsicle sticks
‘I totally remember’

END…. Only got 10 minutes today! Shoot.

New moon magic…Are you ready? 

Next New Moon – August 14, 2015. “New Moons are about starting fresh and beginning projects, while Full Moons mark the completion of a cycle.” Source: New Moon Magic: May 2015 | Gala Darling

Spiritual Journal July 30, 2015

Thursday: Messages through SONG AND MUSIC

I’ve noticed random song lyrics popping into my head again. Frequently. And I know my Spirit Guides and the Angels communicate with me through song and music, both during and outside of my normal meditation practice. This morning the song lyric is ♫it’s gonna take time, it’s gonna take patience and time…to do it right♪ (G. Harrison). I think this is a message to me – from my higher-self. ☺

On Tuesday evening the song was Sweet Emotions…and in my head it’s Aerosmith singing (it’s not  in my voice  – it rarely is, even though sometimes the words are wrong ☺). But I’m getting just the words – sweet emotions – being sung, over and over. I know who this is connected to…and why I was getting the song.  Guidance from the  Angels.

This last week…almost on a daily basis, it is the lyric ♫hold me closer tiny dancer♫ (Elton John) . This is definitely connected to someone, but I’m not sure who…yet. I know my Guides are trying to help me with this connection (see July 23 – July 28 meditation notes).

Puzzle pieces

I started reviewing my journal notes (again) – this is helping me to put more of the puzzle pieces together. Every now and then I find a piece that fits. There are many journal notes I don’t post on this blog…because I believe they are private or of a sensitive nature to others…and because I am still learning how to understand them myself. These are the parts that are clicking though – the puzzle pieces that are suddenly fitting together. Still so much to learn. I need to spend time and focus my energy on continuing to look back. This is how I will learn. And grow.

Meditation Notes:
• A smell…like cardboard
• See colors…red and orange
• Attention to throat/neck
• ‘imbalance’
• song lyric ♫Desire♪
‘tarot’
• ‘mom’
• Feels like moving over to the side…stepping over to the right…stepping aside
‘have to go to that place’
• Attention to ears (like inner ear)…then attention to knee
• ‘listen’…then ’not listening’
Vision: bare tree branches…but branches are white….look like they are glowing
END

stockvault-full-moon157085Tomorrow night is the Blue Moon.

I am ready!